why do i find it so funny that both of my parents are incapable of letting me live with them they both have nice houses and yet.. to sacrifice two years out of there life for me to get a fucking college education... they can't do it..

they've already dealt with me for 18yrs but i guess 18 is the new i didn't ever want you in life kind of deal..


struggles make people? i dunno i think i whine a lot because my parents spoiled me to much and gave me everything i wanted..
i dont need them for anything but it would be easier..


but i find it absolutely hilarious that i'm just.. wasting away.. and they don't give a fuck..
i could see why when nicks friends mom died he didnt care at all because she was a useless bitch

*Sighs*

what use are the ppl that bring you into this world and then shove you off into nothing
thanx a lot you ruthless assholes.

i hate who ive become due to being completely broke its taking a toll on my personality

living in Texas is pretty nice :]
i haven't been writing much in here lately ):
i should start trying to do a daily update of some sort.

my moves been good the flight here was super fun ive felt homesick a lot
becuz of the big wide open spaces not use to not seeing a lot after each house you pass the land is nice its super hot.

i love the distance.. but i do miss how everything is close together like florida
i applied for a job today ^ ^ super easy the lady said it would take me 3 hrs but i got the test done in like an hour.

other then that stuff ive just been relaxing hoping to find stuff to do in austin

i see a lot of odd yet fun things that will happen to me if i just stick it out while im here in texas theres 2 different places i want to visit im not sure when ill get there but im a hell of a lot closer to it then from florida.

still alive :)
interesting place ive found thats fer sure.

interesting events that unfold.